Your words sting my heart
And I wonder about this cycle of flesh
movement is constant
We argue in the wind
not referencing solutions
yet the change we yearn for comes as frequent as autumn snow
Cycling backward trying to fix the problem
never finding resolution because we created the source of our own despair
doomed to repeat a past unwanted
we keep cycling back
Why?
Is your ego bruised?
Did you forget love?
The key to break this cycle of self hate
the love given to you by your mother
you forgot her sacrifice and let your progression stay stagnant
your dreams stuck in mud
You looked in the mirror and ignored the reflection
you cursed your dreams saying they were Sinking destinies lost at sea
where ships of desire float on
weary waves from the chains of your pride
Free yourself from this cycle
broken hearts and broken homes
I see too often fatherless children cry out
Daddy was caught in the cycle
repeating hurt once afflicted upon him
Now mommy is like the other
single mothers seeking love
repeating the cycle of lost love
she keeps pressing repeat
thinking the cycle is like a record player that can be stopped
wanting to press repeat in hopes to erase time and go back to that place of love
But mommy it is too late
the cycle has started once more and tears have already formed in her infant's eyes
Now we point fingers bashing men shaming women when the cycle repeats
as if God's Womb is barren like the minds of ignorant men wandering deserts
wanting to quench their thirst reaching for water glasses half empty
This wicked cycle man created he is too scared to confront
You lost me
A child cries out
Daddy you lost me
Daddy is too busy impregnating women whose names and souls he does not know
He is too busy running from ghosts of a fatherless past
repeating a cycle of abandonment
inflicting loss on generations he has yet to meet
We are at war with ourselves our hole hearts corrupted
we don't see this invisible circle of collision and fate
Doomed to repeat; cycles of hate of violence, wars , broken families and intolerance .
What more needs to be said: stop the cycle
Turn off repeat
Go home and now sleep
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